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What a day
Aug 15th, 2005 by Babs

I spent more than an hour typing out my day only to lose it all because my computer doesn’t know enough that when I tell it go to another page it’s suppose to do so in the NEW window. I refuse to attempt rewriting it all so instead I’ll sum up:

DCI (Drum Corps International Alumni Show. A big big deal for the Light Brigade.

Fucking hot!!! At least 98 degrees. I don’t even want to know what the heat index was once the humidity was factored in.

Me, lightheaded all day. Having to wear an all black uniform didn’t help.

I managed to fake my way through Irish Party, only to be stuck in my ending position (right arm up at a 45 degree angle, holding a 3 pound sabre, all of my weight on my right foot) for several minutes as one of the drum majors regained her bearings after nearly blacking out.

There was much joy for those who had been suffering from the dropsies as they managed to catch their equipment during the show.

Crying after the show by one of the guard members. Will have to ask Wednesday whether it was joy for a good performance or a meltdown due to health/heat.

Changed out of uniform in the middle of parking lot. Did not care about audience.

During ride home got stuck in traffic due to an accident, and caught in two thunderstorms.

If you’re going to drive in a downpour that is the equivilent of a blizzard’s white out, put your fucking headlights on!

Made it home without stalling or warping our rotors from driving through unseen flooded areas, or hitting anyone.

After resting up we took advantage of the remaining tax free day and did some school shopping (this is when I remembered I had to change the tax status of shopping cart and lost everything I had typed).

Food shopping: Lean Pockets are not lean enough for me. It sucks only being able to eat 15 grams of fat a day. On the plus side I have lost 9 pounds since I started limiting my fat intake four weeks ago.

*saves hat from Ribbon who is currently sitting in my uniform box, a feather from one of its hackles in her mouth*

Say goodnight Ribbon!

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Bu-Bye Bit Torrent!
Aug 11th, 2005 by Babs

*clicks uninstall*

Last night, after several failed attempts to download a torrent of X-Men: Evolution – Season 3 (because WB is taking it’s SWEET FUCKING TIME in releasing it on DVD), I broke down and snagged a new torrent downloading program: BitLord.

It’s a bit on the flashy side (at least when compared to BitTorrent), and I don’t like that they advertise a version that allows you to download without uploading, but it does the job well and then some. I enjoy being able to pick and choose which files to download in a multi file torrent. My most favoritist thing, however, is the ability to continue a download just by clicking the file in BitLord. No more hunting down links on websites! It even accepted the PRDT file I had partially downloaded via BitTorrent, without making me start over. Yay!

My only gripe is that the search doesn’t seem to work. I think I’ll live.

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Did I mention that while I don’t support the war, I do support those fighting it?
Aug 11th, 2005 by Babs

He was getting old and paunchy
And his hair was falling fast,
And he sat around the Legion,
Telling stories of the past.

Of a war that he once fought in
And the deeds that he had done,
In his exploits with his buddies;
They were heroes, every one.

And ‘tho sometimes to his neighbors
His tales became a joke,
All his buddies listened quietly
For they knew where of he spoke.

But we’ll hear his tales no longer,
For ol’ Bob has passed away,
And the world’s a little poorer
For a Soldier died today.

He won’t be mourned by many,
Just his children and his wife.
For he lived an ordinary,
Very quiet sort of life.

He held a job and raised a family,
Going quietly on his way;
And the world won’t note his passing,
‘Tho a Soldier died today.

When politicians leave this earth,
Their bodies lie in state,
While thousands note their passing,
And proclaim that they were great.

Papers tell of their life stories
From the time that they were young
But the passing of a Soldier
Goes unnoticed, and unsung.

Is the greatest contribution
To the welfare of our land,
Some jerk who breaks his promise
And cons his fellow man?

Or the ordinary fellow
Who in times of war and strife,
Goes off to serve his country
And offers up his life?

The politician’s stipend
And the style in which he lives,
Are often disproportionate,
To the service that he gives.

While the ordinary Soldier,
Who offered up his all,
Is paid off with a medal
And perhaps a pension, small.

It’s so easy to forget them,
For it is so many times
That our Bobs and Jims and Johnnys,
Went to battle, but we know,

It is not the politicians
With their compromise and ploys,
Who won for us the freedom
That our country now enjoys.

Should you find yourself in danger,
With your enemies at hand,
Would you really want some cop-out,
With his ever waffling stand?

Or would you want a Soldier–
His home, his country, his kin,
Just a common Soldier,
Who would fight until the end.

He was just a common Soldier,
And his ranks are growing thin,
But his presence should remind us
We may need his like again.

For when countries are in conflict,
We find the Soldier’s part
Is to clean up all the troubles
That the politicians start.

If we cannot do him honor
While he’s here to hear the praise,
Then at least let’s give him homage
At the ending of his days.

Perhaps just a simply headline
In the paper that might say:

“OUR COUNTRY IS IN MOURNING,
A SOLDIER DIED TODAY.”

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Aug 10th, 2005 by Babs

I’m quite frustrated. After having an ultimate sucky practice (the last practice before the DCI show), I come home and try to download a much wanted torrent via Bit Torrent and keep getting banned client/tracker rejected messages. I’m getting it from two sites, yet a third is allowing me to continue a download I started. I don’t fucking understand!

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Aug 9th, 2005 by Babs

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

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